Sunday, December 05, 2004

I promise;

I didn't forget. Not at all. Just wait, ok.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

let me take a moment;

to tell you how much I simply adore this child.

Sunday, November 21, 2004


This magic bullet is pretty cool, my mom made me watch the 20 minutes infomercial with her but let me tell you - it was WELL worth it. Plus, I think she's totally going to buy me one. It's incredible AND it's every kitchen appliance I'll ever need except a toaster. It's so exciting.

If I could just get my scanner to work I could finish my new site all together and then this blogger deal will be done. Others are also as glad as me to get away from blogger. And yes, it really is that bad. What mdae it worth it was that it was free, but now even that's not enough.

I've got to be careful about this next part or this could turn into a real 'feelings' kind of post, and I don't like too much of that mushy stuff.

Actually.. nevermind the feelings stuff I'll save that for another time.

Maryjane's got so many new stories and stuff that she wants to share, but nothing can get done without scannerpower. And Corinna's gone until like tomorrow night or something, which means... monday at the earliest I can start. But a lot of the stuff I already scanned is totally done.. The blog is all set up and ready to be posted on and stuff and my bio section is almost totally done. I haven't even started thinking about the photo galleries and I like it better this way. Save the hardest thing that will probably never actually get done until last, otherwise I'd give up before I got anywhere with anything else.

I have other stuff I could be telling you about, but I just don't feel like it anymore - so I'll just tell you how good the banana-hookup is. It's really good, take my word for it.

Friday, November 19, 2004

Going on and on...;

It's finally getting somewhere.

By tomorrow the blog there will be totally set up, because as of now it's only partially set up and then I can stop using blogger forever.

That means, that tomorrow, or whenever I actually post the link, you can stop coming here and I will too. AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY THAT MAKES ME :D

I have to say, it's really coming along.. I don't know where it's going, but we're certainly getting there. Just getting started was hard, but now it's full speed ahead.

Of course this is really just the beginning of a really major ongoing project, ( something in my house just made a really weird noise... it sounded almost like someone hitting a sword into a small dagger :X ::briefly fears for life > resumes posting::) oooohhh boy. What have I gotten myself into. Just WAIT until I try getting the photo gallery together. OR when I try and sell stuff that should be really good.

Stay tuned!

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Blogger's newest trick!;

None of the images load anymore on my computer.. who knows how they load on your computer... It's almost over.

Real progress, I must say. I'm supposed to be uploading things like mad right now, but me and Maryjane had a heated bananafest just shy of 10 minutes ago, so.... I'm getting to it. (:

It's going to be the best everything all on one website you've ever seen that I've made. I forget the rest. The end.

P.S. the photo gallery stuff is going to take forever because um.. I just realized that mostly all of my photography was ... Well I do have a lot of it still and some stuff here I can scan and.. I.. well I have a camera so I'll just take new ones. Eventually. After I do everything else I need to do. (my list grows every day.. and I hardly ever cross anything off; it's terrrrrrible)!!

Monday, November 15, 2004


I'm sick, and it's stupid. The good news is I have plenty of Silver Water so I am actually going to take Lawrence's advice and drink 1qt a day. I should be better tomorrow.

The good news is I didn't go to work today, so that's always fun. I get to actually do stuff that's worth spending time on like this post, going to the park to swing by the water and cleaning up my room some more (it's really just getting rid of all the junk, and there sure is a lot of junk.. eehk) and other very exciting things like taking a shower and putting away laundry. You know you're jealous, it's ok.

Absolutely NOTHING has happened with the "new" site. I told you it was just a nice thought. Another one of my 'good' ideas that has and almost never will become anything more than that. It's ok though. (well not really).

but look! Alas I'm not alone!!!!

Maybe it will turn out ok, but.... I don't think so.

Friday, November 12, 2004

I don't really know...;

what's going to happen with all of this stuff.

I'm sick of worrying about people who don't care, about themselves, about me, about anything that's happening in their lives. It's just added heartache that I don't need. Am I a freak or something? Way too over-sensitive maybe? But I can't stop thinking about them (there are a few), and it makes me feel terrible to see it (and I do see it). They're all on a downward spiral and some of them know it, but it's like it doesn't matter, even when they say that it's bad and they feel bad and they don't want to feel bad. It's still all about attention, because when it really comes down to it they never make the changes and so they go on down down doooowwwwwwnnnnnnnnnn and I'm waiting to see which is going to hit the ground first, and I don't know why or how to stop it but it's taking it's toll on me. I'm sick to my stomach thinking about what they spend their days with, what their lives are made up of, what's important to them.

I don't know if this is ever going to get done. Everything is going so slow, it's all taking way way too long. I want to give up, but at the same time.. I know that it's possible with patience, and it's becoming much more of a challenge than a hobby. But so, that's kind of cool, right? I haven't had any challenges in quite some time it might be good for me to try I don't know, but I don't think I should give up just yet?? This post was a lot more serious than I really ever wanted but at this point? Whatever? I don't know... there's too much going on at one time. Maryjane wants to play a game with me, so maybe I'll do that. She's pretty good at lightening up the mood... except, well nevermind that. She's been good. Let's give it a shot.

That's it, that's all there is, there isn't anymore. So, goodnight.

it'll be ok;

I think I've solved my problem. I think I've got a few really neat ideas for the layouts of this new site. I think I'm pretty excited about it.. I think it could actually work this time, for real. I think if I make it through all of these obstacles and actually get the whole thing online the way I want to, I should be just fine.. I think.

It's just really hard to be constantly working from 4 different computers.. arrrg.

And from two different houses... mmph..

BUT, I think it'll be just fine in the end. If we ever reach the end..

I think I'm going to be getting my computer soon. My very own, no one else is ever laying a hand on it computer. we'll see

Bye, it's work time.